I am so uncomfortable. I can't sleep. My stomach is so damn round, some stranger had the nerve to say to me "are you sure you're not having twins?" I hate everyone and everything aggravates me. I'm afraid if someone says the wrong thing I'm going to snap. I know it's my hormones, but I can't take it anymore SERIOUSLY. I just want him OUT! I don't think I can wait another month. I'm losing my mind.
Wanna laugh? The only thing that makes me feel better is listening to Spit your game by Biggie. LOL I keep that song on repeat. I was listening to classical music, but it aggravates me now, it's too fucking calm.
So I say I want him to come right? Well, everyday I'm afraid of giving birth. I'm afraid to die during childbirth like my grandmother. If I died who would take care of Jayden? I don't trust anyone, not even his dad. I wouldn't want my parents raising him, his godmothers are both whores (escorts), my sister is too young and my brother is finishing up his Masters. Ok, so most likely I won't die, but I'm still scared. I hope I don't get postpartum because I don't have time for that shit. I have to get my life back on track.
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awww baby girl! it will be over soon! i swear! as soon as baby jayden is here all of this will be a distant memory. you know who has a HILARIOUS fucking blog and is going through the same preganacy shit as you right now is that chick melissa from the new orleans season of real world. www.princessmelissa.com if push comes to shove, just mail the baby to me! i'll take great care of the little bugger! 4 more weeks, hang in there, i'm rooting for you!
i wish your water would have broke all over the feet of the bastard who asked if you were having twins...bastardo!
and biggie is a great stress reliever! "gimme the loot, gimme the loot" just as timeless a bach
ohh and btw... i used to MURDER "spit your game" when i would do feature sets at my strip club! bitch had a damn light show and light sabers and shit!!! lmao!
Ok, you have officially made me laugh with "bitch had a damn light show and light sabers and shit!!!" That was so damn funny.
I love Biggie, although I'd really prefer that Jayden not listen to rap music. lol What a f*cking hypocrite I am huh?
UGGGGHH! i so posted something here the other day and it was hilarious and touching and it apparently didn't post! did your nigerian baby steal it? I'm sorry. I promised that I wouldn't fault his bloodline any more, forgive me sis. what the hell are you doing? i'm about to drive myy tacky ass do to hollywood blvd to buy some popeyes. did i leave out the i just finished fasting lik 5 minutes ago. literally. only tacky people end fasts with some damn fried chicken.
and I was so serious about the light sabers! they were hot pink! oh youth! you don't know how ridiculous you are until 10 years later! and jayden i going to be so handsome and talented and make you so incredibly happy that you will let him listen to whatever he likes ;) off to popeyes! its midnight btw!lol
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Hello Ladies,
Hope all is well, take care of your self miss thang, almost done. baby Jayden is going to be beautiful.
Kepp us posted don't forget about us.
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Adriana
Hey (Adriana and Diamond) everyone,
I'll be back tomorrow to post. XOXO-Conchita
Diamond stay the hell away from Popeyes in the middle of the night. You know better!
Where you at chile! I miss you :(
I'm here I'm depressed. I am trying to snap out of it. I need to wash all of his clothes, bedding, bibs, binkies and put together his changing table then put away all of his clothes. Hopefully by the time I finish all of that TODAY I'll snap out of it and realize he's coming next week so I don't have time for the nonsense. Tomorrow I have a breast feeding class and then I have to drive all over MA to pick up a mobile for his crib (although he doesn't really need it but I want him to have it) and some more baby clothes (lucky me more laundry). I drove an hour on Monday to find him Cloud B's sleeping sheep. It's too cute. I've been using it to fall asleep myself. lo lI'll be alright I'm a strong bitch! lol -XOXO
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